[xoxoxoBruce]

Yet you know if it wasn't that, it would be something else triggering you.
As for work, if you do the best you can and it doesn't work out, you'll know it was out of your control.
In the mean time keep an eye out for another opportunity where you can work from home or they stick you in a remote equipment room.

If you want to get rich too, a handsome young lad like yourself, should start a religion. The Tax Deductible House of Toad.