[Aliantha]

Infi, you have heaps of support around here from lots of people. You need to go back and read some of the posts where people show you their love and concern just to remind yourself. There is more than one person who cares about you here and if you're honest with yourself, you must know that.

I'm really sorry you feel so low though. I hope somehow you can pull yourself out of this hole that just seems to keep getting deeper. Honestly, I'm starting to really be concerned that you wont until you hit the bedrock, and we all know it's a long way up from there. Grab onto something before you keep slipping girl. Pull yourself up by the bootstraps. Whatever cliché you need to use really. Just do it. And don't forget, you are loved. You've told us many times about your wonderful family. Don't forget they will want to help you too if you let them. xxx