I don't want to grasp for rationale. Or even comfort. It's been a week, and it's healing.
Seeing the note only gave me a visual of the scene. I feel so bad for my son who was there when she did it. Just the note gutted me.
But, my guts are all dry and frayed anyway, so.
I had posted the pic, but took it right down to spare y'all that reaction.
Getting through it.
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This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember
We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion ~MJKeenan
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