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Old 02-06-2014, 05:33 PM   #140
lumberjim
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Originally Posted by Lola Bunny View Post
So, I'm curious. Even if the marriage is not good, getting a divorce is a hard thing to do?
getting divorced is unbelievable heartbreaking and painful. shitty, confusing, humiliating, gut wrenching, etc. I remember Spencer asking me on the phone, a few days after I moved out, if me and mommy didnt love each other anymore. how the fuck to you reply to that? you can't lie to him... you can't NOT answer. I told him I still loved her, and I was unsure about how she felt, but that we were going to be apart for some time until she could figure it out.

that was the worst thing ever.

HOWEVER!

BEING divorced is awesome. I can do whatever the fuck I like. And the voice in my head is now my own voice, not hers. ha!
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