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[staceyv]

because i am a heavy smoker, it's kind of risky for me to take birth control, plus i used to be on it when i was a teenager and i had blackouts and heart palpitations from it. i stay away from any forms of synthetic hormones now. my body is hypersensitive or something, i can't even take pain relievers...advil used to work so well for me, but now it gives me nausea and dizziness and shakiness, and aspirin makes the pain worse. tylenol just doesn't work for cramps. interesting idea, though. thanks.