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Old 11-08-2009, 09:52 PM   #1
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What the hell

I have been dragging ass all day; I haven't done anything I had planed and I cried for three hours.

This is starting to really get annoying
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Old 11-08-2009, 09:59 PM   #2
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I guess what ever it is I want it to stop.
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:01 PM   #3
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Oh that is sad! (((hugs)))
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:02 PM   #4
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Thanks I got some chocolate it seems to help
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:04 PM   #5
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I don't know much about your situation, but I do know something about depression. Maybe this is an isolated or specific-cause related thing. If not-One of the hardest things to do when depressed is reach out for help. If you are not already being treated, make an appointment with a doctor or therapist as soon as you can. Exercise also helps--a lot.
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:08 PM   #6
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I'm seeing someone for stress, but this thing is new

I really thought I was done with this depression BS, man I hope this isn't clinical, maybe it is all the death around me.
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:19 PM   #7
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I'm telling you--stop watching/reading the news. Try a moratorium, at least for a little while.
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:20 PM   #8
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have you considered drinking your blues away?
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:24 PM   #9
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It isn't the news. A friend's brother died, maybe that is it... I really don't know. I wasn't closes and he was sick. Or maybe it is something else or accumulation of small things.

studding is not helping, fucking stats,

I just put my knives and sleeping pills in the closet, I don't think I'm going to do anything but I want to be on the safe side right now. I did take out one pill
I might take that in a bit.
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:28 PM   #10
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have you considered drinking your blues away?
I just quite drinking, and smoking.
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:33 PM   #11
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go to bed early; get some fresh air, sunshine, and exercise in the morning
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:38 PM   #12
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I'm taking the pill, I hope there is sun tomorrow, it rain today I swear it only rains like three times a year here.
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:45 PM   #13
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life is rough


get a helmet
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Old 11-08-2009, 10:47 PM   #14
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Pill is kicking in, got the Pink floyd going

Good bye my sorrows, I send ye now to the blackest void never so see again. May the morning light brighten my soul with the reminder of God’s eternal love.
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Old 11-09-2009, 08:06 AM   #15
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Ok, I woke up again. I feel better but lets see how this day unfolds.
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