The things we do.

[Griff]

As we read our way around the cellar over and over we see the fragility of our shared experience. Personally I feel like I play whack-a-mole with the behaviors and life-style choices which are hurting me. That feeling must be more immediate for Infinite, Ortho, Sundae, and Buster right now. Several others of us are managing very dangerous physical and mental health issues with more or less success. I dunno where I'm going with this, just feeling my own mortality amid the more immediate pain of others. This is wandering but I hope everyone can reflect on what they need to stay above the grass.

I need to:
1) not drink
2) manage my work stress and commit to balance
3) get enough exercise to feel alive
4) get back into meditation
5) love my family

*2 - I've been asked about taking that management gig again, which I'm sure with my personality would turn into an all-consuming black hole of stress