Lighting the bulb of brilliance

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I just found out today that I don't much like most of my family. And I don't much care. But some of my perceptions got shot down like wet dogs off a submarine. Very eye opening, BUT a real downer.

My sister is basically an evil bitch, she treats me OK but nobody else.

My nieces (beloved niece) mother in law is an evil bitch, she was 20 years ago and is worse today.

A whole bunch of my sisters in law are evil bitches. I'm now the only one of few in 2 families that are in their only marriage.

One of my nephews beats his wife, badly too from what I hear. I'm thinking about beating his ass at Easter.

A whole bunch of my brothers in law are just pretty much just dumb assholes. And the 2 who aren't are almost insane.

Now I inherited most of this fucked up family, but got a few of my own blood in that mess as well.

I myself had WONDERFUL grandparents, a very good man (with alot of problems, mostly alcoholism) for a father, a very strict but very good man for a stepfather, and a pretty good mom. Some of the outlaw side of my family have become such good people that it almost brings me to tears when I think about them.

So, I'm feeling down and created this thread so some of you more well adjusted types can funnel your positive energy to me.

p.s. I'm good myself, I'm a bit of a dumbass at times but am a decent, kind, everyday kind of guy that I think does more good than harm.