That's what has kept me from 'doing things' (to myself or someone else), more than once.



[drift] If you love someone, tell them everytime you (or they) go away for whatever reason. It might be the last time you ever see or speak to one another. The last words my grandmother and I spoke to each other were "I love you." It kept me from losing my mind when she died. [/drift]

Although I could, with very little work, figure out who is posting from the anonymous account, I don't.

I don't need to know.

What I would hope is that person understands that we will listen, and help where we can.

I second that Wolf.

Suicide's a funny business. I remember mum and her colleagues being really freaked out when a lad (a nurse I think) at the hospital killed himself. They were all so shocked because he was a really sunny and popular member of the team. Didn't seem depressed at all. Everything in his life appeared, to those looking in, to be going very well. I don't think they ever did figure out why.

When mum was training for Samaritans a couple of years ago, one of the things they told them was never to try and talk someone out of it. What they suggested instead was to ask the person what they expected to happen after they'd done it (or somethng along those lines). Get them to think past that moment and into what follows. For a lot of people, what they're actually wanting to do is press the stop button. It's less about dying and more about ending their present situation/emotional state. It can be a bit of a reality check to try and think past that point.

Hey, it was just a small observation. If UT doesn't mind having a security-unfriendly username on board, this his business.

Why? It's not like we don't frequently go off topic around here.. Anywho, I'm done discusssing it. I won't mention it again (in this thread)...unless somebody else does.

Now, as for the real issue. Suicide. Here's my bottom line on the subject. It's the ultimate cowardly act. Life kicking yer ass? Suck it up! Find a way to deal with it that doesn't involve killing yourself. Remember, suicide is an automatic ticket to hell (according to the bible), where things are said to be much worse.

I've never understood the idea of suicide being a 'cowardly' act. There've been times I've really wanted to, but I just couldn't quite bring myself to push the blade into my wrist, or step off a bridge. Fear of pain. Fear of changing my mind once beyond the point of no return. These things stopped me far more efficiently than thoughts of loved ones. Therefore in my case, cowardice was what stopped me from committing suicide.

Suicide can be the psychological equivalent of lying down in the snow because you're too exhausted to make the next step. That's not cowardice, that's defeat. Or it can be borne of the conviction that the very people who will be most hurt by your death would be better off without you. That's not cowardice, it's delusion. Or it is not even really about death at all, but an overwhelming desire to hit the stop button; when really all that's needed is a pause. Or they're caught in a moment and can't see a way through it. That's not cowardice, it's simple human frailty. Sometimes our minds take us to dark places. How we navigate through those places is affected by a whole host of factors, including basic brain chemistry.

Looks like the OP just found a good article they wanted to post. So: anonymous. Are you just being informative, or is there something you have on your mind?

Thinking about hurting my loved ones has only helped sometimes when I'm feeling really dark and down. Other times, my brain tells me that they'd be better off without me anyhow and that once they get over the initial pain, their lives will be improved. Of course, I know that's not true, when I'm feeling more rational.

I'll tell you what saved me. I figured that if I was going to do myself in anyway, I might as well take a chance and change something big in my life that I wouldn't ordinarily have the courage to change. What did I have to lose? That proactive feeling empowered me - if I felt trapped, it suddenly sprung open the door.

Proof, I suppose, that it's always darkest before the dawn. Metaphorically.

Call it want you want. IMO, if you'd rather kill yourself than deal with your life, you might as well be remembered as a coward. Deciding not to kill yourself, for whatever reason, is not cowardice, it's bravery. It says that your brave enough to go on dealing with your life.

Yeah, anony, help us out here. Don't just post something without any explanation.

So true.

You obviously have never been suicidal and completely have no idea what it is like to be suicidal. First, for the most part, suicidal thoughts are completely irrational. And I don't mean that in condescending way since those thoughts are almost impossible to control. If you have ever had bad cases of anxiety you would know this.

Second, depression is, at least from my experience, the ultimate feeling of emptiness. And that emptiness is what leads people to suicide. You lose all your drive and motivation. When you have that feeling of emptiness, you feel there simply is no point in going on.

Neither of those have anything to do with not being able to "handle life". Expecting a truly depressed person to control those emotions can honestly be similar to expecting a diabetic to naturally balance their blood sugar levels. Much of it is purely physical.

anony?

wolfie?

When I'm depressed I think of all the people on this board I can fuck with, and that helps to brighten my outlook. :p:

you fucker.

I never feel suicidal. I rock. But apparently I attract suicidal people. Or maybe people meet me and instantly feel the need to kill themselves?

And here's my serious tip....

if approached by someone sharing their suicidal thoughts or who has swallowed pills but won't go to ER...... wash thier hair. scalp massage style. Lotsof foam, lots of homely aromas. Lots of touch. Then get them to the ER. The loving human touch and the feeling clean and cared for thing hasn't failed for me yet. I hope never to have to employ it again.....

Wrong!

Ya' know what, fergit this. If you wanna mislead yourself to think suicide is justified in certain situations, that's your damn problem. As for me, even a stray suicidal thought here 'n' there can't make me take my own life. I can always bring myself out of it.

Don't bother replying. I'm done in this thread.