Yea Monster I see that. When Ones mind is geared for education and you get abruptly cast off into exile. It's kind of like throwing a wrench into a bell tower clock. You still want to learn and are still geared towards education it's just that your mind cannot keep pace. Painting is a hobby of mine, pretty much the only real life applications I got with my college experience. I do it for therapy.. the same reason I post on these bulletin boards. If you ask me I think we need to colonize the net.

How long Have I been fighting this demon. I don't know, I think it's hereditary. To think I actual was on the route to something great at one point. I ship wrecked my faith. And ever since then I've been kind of like a beached whale. Or as I prefer it "the mighty o" that got sunk off the coast of Pensacola for the sake of creating a barrier reef.