Well, you're half right. It doesn't have anything to do with being off Atkins, but more likely because you've developed a chemical dependence to the dopamine released in your brain when you eat something. Treat the addiction for what it is, or treat the root cause that leaves you dependent on it, and you'll beat it.

...but, from the looks of the health thread, you might be well on your way!

that's the thing, sky. RS pretended to be female for like 6 months (even going so far as to tell us about her pregenancy) and then one day admits she's a dude. A millionaire that is obsessed with gwen stefani.

still think he's cool?

ick

You know, LJ, you're the one who brought the subject up in the first place, and you're the one who continued to post about it.

Things are NEVER done with you. What about the time you posted those pic's of Jinx, and she made you remove them.

still think that's cool?

ick

When I see a post by Jinx anymore, I always wonder if its her or you. When I see a post by a new user, I sometimes wonder if they're just one of your sock puppets like BiglargeMcHuge is.

You chased Garnet off the board. You were mean to Flippant and she retaliated by creating Atropos. You never had a kind word to say to DanaC and she seldom posts here, anymore. You were mean to Gwennie/Rock Steady. You're mean to a lot of people. All that saves you is that you can be funny at times.

I didn't bring this stuff up. You did. Who's the attention whore here?

I'm confused about this #1

I don't have the physical energy or the inclination to become involved in another internet family fued #2


so excuse me if I gracefully bow out. :hide:

Thank you for the cyber-hug. As I posted on the No-Name thread, I was hurt and broken at work, rejected. So, this little exchange here with LJ was an outlet for me to express how I was feeling about rejection at work. I really identify with Terry Hatcher these days, successful, but still very fragile.

Some men feel they were born into the wrong body. I don't identify with that at all. I just feel that my personality is more female.

I have several female friends that I hang out with, write to, and/or speak with on the phone. I like being mutually supportive with them as we all go thru stuff.

I'm sorry for all that. And, I'm sorry to get tangled up in your situation with Mari. I didn't realize there was so much history there.

As I said, the rejection at work made me want to write about how I was fragile, hurt, and damaged. I just engaged you so I could write about my misery. Again I apologize.

But, I knew I could count on you to beat me up when I wanted it. Thank you. ;)

What??

That's very funny. It's like you're trying to compare a couple that shares computers to a crazy person that creates identities and then talks amongst themself.
In reality, if one of us posts with the other's login (it's rare but it has happened), we always fix it or make a notation.

You are.

Sure, LJ. :rolleyes:

do you have alt names mari?
did you really pretend you were female Gwen?

It's really nice to give someone the opportunity to defend themselves and
Although I want to be slow to judge because I have been accused of doing what I never think to do. On one hand I don't really care if people want to waste their life playing some kind of weird internet obsession thing but on the other hand I have had it up to here with peoples weird internet obsession things. I don't think I can support that behavior.


It goes against truth , integrity. It goes against being our most real self. That includes alot of humility. I don't think people that can pretend ,which only hurts others, must have alot of or any humility.

@ Rock, Responding to your note. No, I actually thought you were a guy. Someone eluded 'gwen' so I thought female. In fact I asked, " I didn't know you were female'

Lastly I don't really care. Bottom line. No heart feelings but I can't care about peoples internet obsessions and fixations. I just want you to know where I stand. You've both been nice to me but I don't have good judgement on the net. Some private fued you all have and here I am cracking jokes and poking lj with a stick. .....lord ....see? no judgement.

So, Just so you know. I have no rancor. I have no undue emotion just my own boundries. ok

Now this is getting weird. The two incidents are getting mixed together. And they happend 6 months apart.

No, Mari never pretended to be anyone.

And, on this thread I never pretended to be female, yet you, sky, thought I was female anyway. I guess because a guy never admits to being fragile, weak, and a door mat. But that is me.

I should write some Text Analysis software that summarizes a member's postings to distill an accurate bio. Seriously, I have annotated, discussed and defended my "exploring my feminine side" quite a lot here at the Cellar. Yet LJ can just slam me in a couple of sentences and I have to go thru the whole fucking story all over again.

Let me just say one thing, any thing that Gwennie! said about pregnancy were word-for-word quotes from pregnant women, including Gwen Stefani. I mean literally word-for-word.

my feelings arn't based on lj


and as for what you do.....It's your life. I am not wrapping my mind around it but that is just where I am. I don't want to talk about it anymore. I just asked you a question instead of presumming. Lets just have fun k?

To bring this thread back on topic...

I prettymuch eat constantly, though thanks to the miracle metabolism of youth, I am still rather thin. Though I'm sure that'l change. Anyway, my point is that I always eat, and I think it's because I eat for taste, not for hunger. I eat cause I like how things taste, not cause I'm hungry and I need food. I'm always snacking on something, and it's never anything good for me -- and my face shows it. It doesn't really bother me, but I oughtta do something about it. Any suggestions past those already mentioned?

I just made and ate chocolate cake. I am kinda celebrating. So I ate it late. I am thumbing my nose at my metabolism. I have a bad thyroid but begin my medication in the morning. I'm thinking my metabolism will soon be taking care of things like that. I weigh I35 so I am not too far off my goal.


I wanted to post what I ate on the other thread but lunch and dinner of black beans and rice.( small servings) One 8 oz cup of cola , two four ounze cups of milk and two coffees for breakfast dosn't seem too healthy like their fancy turkey wraps and such :P

135? I weigh 135ish, I hope you don't mean you're trying to lose weight...