Yes,,, please tell us your story again Mr. Foot. Also, include your age; and at what age you started going blind/deaf...

We are here to help you...this is our 'safe haven.' so, please, please,...tell the story again...we want to hear it again...

Thnx
Pam

I found a text version of the message.

There are parts of it that I didn't care for, but many more parts that touched me, because so many of them echoed the last few years of momwolf's life, since she was chronically ill.

i didn't outright bawl, but I did get misty.

Dear Wolf: What happened to 'MumWolf?' I often fear losing my parents; at the same time I often fear dying before them. It is quite possible that could happen. I am careless, and really do not care abot myself at this point; but I am trying...

I see that you live in Philly? I like Philly. I have been to Tony Luke's steakhouse; it was pretty good. I went to Philly last year to see a phillies game; (my brother is a fan.) I like the Galleria mall. My girlfriend from college (my first lesbian experience) is from 'Broomall PA' which is just a bit outside Philly. I miss her too...

Please tell me we can fix this...

pam.

I'm not fully understanding what you perceive as broken.

momwolf was elderly, sick, and passed away.

I guess I feel as though you have turned on me. I liked you in the past; and I remember you had a cute post named 'Wolf saves dinner'...or something like that...

I did serve my 6 month sentence; and I return under better, but not optimum, health, and I get stung by comments of unstability by other posters...

There was no welcome back; and I see I am just where I left off...as most people wish I had never come back. So I just am lost I suppose... If people want to start a poll as to whether I should leave, I will not protest it; and i will leave if I am voted to...PLEASE, let someone do it.... Pam.

PP check your visitor messages

I do not have any messages of any sort...

What is going on here??

Pam.

Not every word said to or around you is an attack.

There is often distance between what you feel and what is.

Thank you for liking some of the things I have posted. I have posted funny things, sad things, and everything in between over the years here.

I have had people agree and disagree with what I say, and believe.

No matter how wrong I think they might be, there is usually something I can take away from that and use in a positive manner.

I do take things too personally; but I do have a lot of feelings and compassion for every1...even strangers. You do have a clever wit about you which most do not possess...and at times I can feel you reach out to others...

I guess I was always that brooding child. The girl that would look at you in class, and then turn away and never look back again... I remember my teacher yelling at me, saying: 'What is wrong with you Pam??? Why can't you function like a normal person??'...

So one day, I wake up, and I know I do not fit it anywhere; and I am barely surviving here. If it were not for you, Glatt, and Mr. Toad, ...I would be out on my ass...again.

And living the idea that it couldhappen at any moement only adds to my anxiety. When i logg on, it says: 'Thank youfor logging in Pensive Pam.' ~ ~ ~ And then i have to wait for that half second to see if I have been 'redirected' to banishment... It is no way to live...

Having wine...................no one cares...any1way

I am a 12 volt cordless drill.

Outstanding. I have some screws that need countersinking.

It seems you aren't the only one around here with loose screws.

cheap, I couldn't resist.

A loose scrwew?/ Ok, lets do it. evey1 wants to see it...rght?? I want to see 'Emma'.' I do not want to get into a battle with her; but people wantto see that?? are u al l sick??

She has feelings to; and she is nottt me. ask glatt. he can tell you. and now drunk, rdurnk, drugs, u wnat to see hurtful people hurt eac other? I will beback someday; and i do not wish to fightt troll.

I justwaned to say sorry to MTPP.

MTPP = More than Pensive Pam....


Scary!


Sorry. Just couldn't resist that letter combo...


@Wolf and 3foot you just made me snort coffee.