Anon, you may want to get a lawyer and sue all their asses for just about anything and everything. See what sticks. They'll settle just to be done with the suit. Take the $ go on a nice Vaca then come be my marketing director.

Please keep us updated. I care and I feel so helpless because I am so far away. Do you think you can feel the hug I'm trying to send you?

Anon: *hugs* let us know how you get on m'dear. Hope the ER people can offer some kind of help through this crisis.

Remember that when you "disappear" Sarge.
Not cracking the whip - you kinky sod - just reminding you that people on here worry about you too x

I spoke with someone.

She is where she needs to be; talking with someone she needs to talk to so she's getting help RIGHT NOW which is a relief. She's in a good place and i told the person if she felt like calling Trilby she could and here's my number. She needs to rest. Hopefully she'll get some.

yeah!


But AA friends you've known for years IRL? when you disappear, they don't bother even calling.


fucked up world.

saw my counselor yesterday and she recounted all I'd survived and I just looked at her and said, "Yeah, like a cockroach," coz that's how I felt.


How to get out of this?

We're both survivors baby.
You need to come over here and meet Seb - he's lush.

Fuck alcohol.

Is Seb some new kind of drug?

I thought I told you to shush?!

He's like a drug. Yummy young counsellor.
I think he's Jewish. He has a David Baddiel/ Louis Theroux thing going on.

CBT... your internal story about yourself is actually wrong, and you have to change it.

I just heard from anon. they are safe.

I have spoken to anon and she has given me permission to tell you all she is going to be admitted for a few days at Upper Valley Medical Center in Piqua OH.

She sounded relieved to be getting help. I'm so, so glad. i know what that's like the Thelma and Louise ending.

UT- you're right. but bc of my recent binger (5 days) my brain chemistry is fooked. I see a red door and I want it painted black....all that shite till the etoh clears. And I hate myself for drinking. i hate myself more than anyone here (even merc!) could hate me for doing it. but I do it. I do it.

but thank you bc you brought me back to real sense. Anon's stuff brought up a lot of stuff----circle of life and all that, right? At least she's safe.

I'm glad she's getting help.

Thanks everyone. Awaiting transport to the bin. Phone dying but the charger is in my purse which is locked.

T
My goal being to figure out what i need to do and how to do it. Not blindly crazy but with self-assurance. I love you all for caring. Thnks, more than you know.

I'm so glad help is at hand. Rest, be peaceful. Take your time. We'll be here for you.


Sent by thought transference