I got nothing.

Blurry eyes, I got blurry eyes.

...fine just a minute ago.

Hon, nothing to offer but kind thoughts and a virtual hug *hug*

x dani

I'm sorry, monster. And sorry for the kiddos, too.

Same sentiment as everyone else, sorry monster.

Ahhhhhhhh Im so sorry buddy....... I cry alot also and people make fun of me,dont think im real because I cry and I admit it when I do.......



Peace and love to you http://i59.tinypic.com/72tuzr.gif

I honestly wish I could say it will get better with time but I believe that's bullshit. The tears may slow with time, but experience tells me the hollow won't go away. :(

Older Sibs walked with me at Senior night :) Might have to do band alone, but I can do it.

You can.

It'll suck. You can still do it.

Damn right you can.

Being strong sucks a lot most of the time.

Good on them.

You're raising good kids.

Yesterday was a normal Friday. I finished work before most people even started, I went to pick up my friend, we went to the gym and then to lunch. sometimes we go to nice restaurants, sometimes, we don't. We went to Red Robin. The usual 80s upbeat pop crap was playing, we were about to leave, she went to the bathroom, and while she was gone a slower song came on. One from our wedding. I was blindsided. My friend came back to find me bawling my heart out in the lobby. This shit is never going to get easier. Who expects red Robin to play this:

He did let me go :(

I thought sharing this here would help, but now I'm crying again. But I can't stop the song in the middle.

Someday happy memories will bring smiles, maybe sad smiles, but smiles. Nobody knows how long that will be and you can't force or fake it, got to happen on its own.

Crying isn't necessarily a bad thing. It hurts, but it proves the love is still there, too.