Storm-on life, love, pain and angst
New Beginnings
You swore till death do us part but you ripped out my heart left me in a crumpled heap with only my tears to keep when does the heartbreak end?? how can my mind comprehend when will it stop feeling like a dream full of silent, neverending screams lifting my eyes up to the sky asking the stars to help me deny stumbling through the pain just so much acid in my veins tasting the liquid salt on my lips on my broken dreams I slip raging and flailing at fate her wicked wiles I berate oh why me? I rage you must learn to turn the page she softly whispers in my ear new beginnings always start with tears Stormy 07/08/2003 |
How it feels
Sparks.......heating, flying, igniting I find your voice is like whispers down my spine I shiver Thoughts.........exploding, spreading, igniting I watch your face in fascination I gasp Touches..........teasing, tantalizing, tormenting I close my eyes in anticipation I moan Sensations...wanting, needing, seeking I reach out to feel your love I sigh Hearts......pounding, pulsating, beating as one I desire to explore every inch I bite my lip Tension,....mine, yours, and ours (the unknown) I slide a fingers down your torso I grit my teeth Exploration....mouth, body, mind I havent enough time for it all I crave Desires...holding, kissing, enfolding I want to give and feel it all I submit Love...hearts afire, dreams galore, thoughts in sync It is all right in front of me I grasp Night....soft sleep, cuddles, warm breath I wrap myself around you I sleep Tomorrow...unknown, terrifying, exciting I want to know what it holds I dream Stormy 02/03/03 |
Every so often, something reminds me
Of the searing loss of innocence The shadow of hopeless despair Touches my soul as the music plays Every so often, I catch a glimpse Of unfettered freedom and possibilities My feet dance for a moment before Reality anchors them to the cold gray earth Every so often, I hear a familiar voice As faint words echo across my mind But the warm caress of whispers Fade to an indistinct memory Every so often, I feel young and pretty Untouched by the ravages of age and pain The fragile illusion disintegrates As truth mocks me raucously Every so often, time stands still Balanced on the thin silver line Between what was and what will be Suspended for a fraction of a moment 09/14/09 |
Nice Stormie.
You reminded me how much I miss that momentary feeling I sometimes used to get when I was younger...just out of the blue...how something great was going to happen to me. It was never defined, but I would be all lit up inside and hopeful because of it. I wish it would come back. |
Thanks. I do remember those moments...when life was exciting and the future limitless. They passed so quickly! The majority of it is behind me...and that makes me sad. I spent entirely too much time thinking...I'll do that eventually, I'll get to it, I can't afford it now, maybe someday....and someday has boiled down to now or never.
Do it now or forever live with the regrets. |
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