So...
 

So I went to my ex's birthday party. It was fun.
I asked to get some coffee next week. It is over, and I'm sure of that; she left me when I got sick and needed someone the most. She ran and will always run. However, perhaps we can be freinds as we once were.

I'm just feeling weird about thinngs right now. I'm just reminiscing. I'm kind of sad now.

Some-days I'm truly afraid that I am crazy.

[Channeling Marge Simpson]

hmmmmmmmMMMmmmmmMMMMmmmmmmm

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Take her out for a nice seafood dinner and never call her again.

No, you're not. Your time together was a mixed bag of good and bad. Over time most of the bad will fade and the good will surface occasionaly... that's what keeps us sane.

thanks

I would go out for coffee with any of the exes that left me in a heartbeat.
And even one or two that I left.

I've never been very good at letting go.

So I vote not crazy for you. From my own crazy perspective.

That's how you know you're still sane. If you actually go crazy, it'll never occur to ya.

I don't understand. What are you trying to say?

Peanut butter.