Hi monster

I'm very sad, I wish I could help you. I'm so sorry.

:cry:

I wish I could have saved him

I bet you do. I know that's true.

i am crying at work

Oh, Monster - I am so sorry. I can't even begin to comprehend the depth of your loss.

I'm so sorry to hear the news. I only offer hugs and sympathetic tears.

Sounds like the best kind of marriage. x

Sorry monster ... will miss the team; but, glad we still have you.

I'm crying for you right now, monster. I did not want to hear this news, even though we knew it was coming. May he finally find ease and peace in death, and may your family find strength through all he brought to you in life.

{{{mon}}}

thanks guys, I got sleep, I have cried less today. I thought I saw him in the restaurant though, coming back to our table. Dude didn't even look anything like him. And I realized just how much we used to talk, how many thoughts we shared. He didn't come here all that often, but now I realize it was maybe because I'd told him everything before he got a chance :lol:

I used facebook to let people know, and the outpouring of stories and memories has been amazing and so very helpful and comforting. So many people have taken the time to message me that they saw how we looked at each other and we were such a team. I had no idea people knew -I though we must come across... well... completely differently, because I was always such a bitch and he was always so gentle, but that's just how we rubbed along.

Oh no, I could tell when you guys were in Austin how in-sync you were. There are couples who are two people being with each other, and then there are couples.

aw, thanks. I just didn't know. My people skills are for shit, tho :/

Monster I am so sorry....... I just still cant believe it happend http://i59.tinypic.com/72tuzr.gif

My condolences