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Originally Posted by monster (Post 1008741)

Today (May 20th) would have been our 24th wedding anniversary. Before we knew it was over, I had decided it was the "Clock" anniversary (I've been making them up since the traditional ones for every year run out at 15, and we both like clocks). Once the chemo had to be stopped and we knew it was game over, he added owning a nixie tube clock to his bucket list. So I got him one and he loved watching it. :) And it's silver-colored, so that's next year taken care of too..... ;)

There is no point to this post. I'm just really sad and I miss him.

Shared stories is the only immortality we have as individuals.

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Originally Posted by monster (Post 1008741)

There is no point to this post. I'm just really sad and I miss him.

Don't need a point, it's just one of those thousands of thoughts and memories that come to mind, with damn few social situations where it's appropriate or comfortable to express them.
That's what this thread has been about from the start and will continue to be available for you to add and/or revue.

That's a nice gesture by his friends. Thanks for sharing it with us monster.

You folks are too clever.

I feel bad for monster http://i59.tinypic.com/72tuzr.gif

Ooof. Cry.

I love that he has been immortalized. I hope I can go see that sign one day. I hope one day I'll have mattered that much to someone.

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Originally Posted by lumberjim (Post 1008905)

I hope one day I'll have mattered that much to someone.

I hope, one day after I'm gone, that someone realizes I meant that much to them, and they feel guilty as shit for the rest of their miserable lives.:jig:

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Originally Posted by lumberjim (Post 1008905)

Ooof. Cry.

I love that he has been immortalized. I hope I can go see that sign one day. I hope one day I'll have mattered that much to someone.

Come and visit :) Let me take you to Hell :lol:

At least she's honest about her intentions.

:drummer:

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Originally Posted by lumberjim (Post 1008905)

...I hope one day I'll have mattered that much to someone.

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Originally Posted by Gravdigr (Post 1008950)

I hope, one day after I'm gone, that someone realizes I meant that much to them...

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“I would like to be remembered, well ... the Mexicans have a phrase, "Feo fuerte y formal". Which means he was ugly, strong and had dignity.”

~John Wayne

:devil:

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Originally Posted by monster (Post 1008984)

Come and visit :) Let me take you to Hell [emoji38]

http://www.lyricsfreak.com/d/danzig/..._20036151.html

..... about to see your light
And if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what it's like
..
Monster......

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Originally Posted by lumberjim (Post 1009233)

http://www.lyricsfreak.com/d/danzig/..._20036151.html

..... about to see your light
And if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what it's like
..
Monster......

:devil:

Damn, now that song gonna be Monster instead of Mother for, well, for fucking ever, prolly.

:lol2:

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Originally Posted by monster (Post 1008741)

Today (May 20th) would have been our 24th wedding anniversary. .

Not having a great time at the moment. Some nice friends, wonderful people posted this on facebook, and I just wanted to add "don't get cancer" :(

(names changed to protect the innocent)

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Jenny Smith and I are celebrating 24 years of marriage today. As I left for work this morning, we noted that there seemed to be a lot less to worry about back then. On the flip side, our life is much richer now in many ways. Of course, our kids are a big part of that equation -- some times we could do without some of the "richness" that they bring, but overall they are keepers and so is our marriage. I love this picture of Jen as she struck a yoga pose in Shanghai. It captures many qualities that I fell in love with and continue to love about her. We had dinner at The Filling Station tonight and shared our celebratory news with the young waiter. He asked about a secret to a long marriage and we said to be kind to each other and Jen added, "be vegan."

I am happy for them... but I'm so unhappy for me. I want my buddy back. I told him it was ok to go, but I lied.