Regrets
 

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Could of, should of, would of... go on, take a chance.

Where's the part where you do, and they stab you right in the heart?

Tis better to have loved and lost....

non, je ne regrette rien!

Or the part where he stalked her, told her he loved her, and when she figuratively stabbed him right in the heart, he literally stabbed her right in the heart. That's why she's in the coffin.

My heart wasn't stabbed.. it was more of a ripping it out & stomping on the floor.

Mine was stabbed, ripped out, stomped on, run through a food processor, poured down the sink, and then ignored.

Your turn. ;)

(It's not all that bad, I'm just grumpy.)

Mine was eaten by a coyote then shit off a cliff.

Next!

Mine was at the bottom of that cliff.

Funnily enough, my crush took me on a pre-pubescent date. To a local airshow. We were 11, so it was with his Mum, Dad and two younger sisters. He was mad on the armed forces and I just had fun with his sisters.

He refused to go on the Big Wheel, crushing my hopes of bumping lips. Instead I went on with the older sister - only a school year younger than us - who quizzed me mercilessly re my intentions!

Recently I dream about Mark. Night after night. I understand why - my mind is taking me back to when "love" was simple. When it didn't depend on body shape or income or ambition. It was just about who you were.

I think my brain wants to be in love again.
The rest of me is more sensible.

There is water coming out of my eyes.

Maybe you should tell Cliff how you feel; is there any chance for reconcilation? teeeheeee :p

:lol2:

I think this is part of the process of clearing/cleaning out your system. I had, and know others who had pretty much the same things happen to them. Its like you are resetting yourself.

There is a lot to be said about that classic. Do you reset with a renewed anger in your heart that all of this is the fault of all men/women you ever encounter again, there by ensuring you will never have a meaninful relationship again? Or can you focus on your individual problems and keep it real knowing that you are directly or indirectly responsible for much of your own predicament?