Hey, Sundae Girl......
 

About all this feelings hurt business and shit....

I reread everything ...and I mean EVERYTHING..... and I don't see a single post that says "I don't care about SG"

I'm pretty sure there aren't many dwellars who could lay that claim to fame.

You talk about those important to you, but it's pretty clear you're important to pretty much everybody. Do what you need to stay sane, but don't think everyone/anyone hates you or is thinking bad of you.

And i'm not saying this in a caring way, just in case you were worrying about me breaking my promise.

Monster - I've been a bitch recently.
I've thought about m feelings, my hurt, my needs.
I've written things that could really have hurt people, in order to resolve things for me.
Which is okay, mostly - but not when it makes you self-centred uber-bitch, which it seems to with me.

That's not me. At least I hope it's not.
Yeah, the me I know is hyper-sensitive to criticism. And can get over-emotional.
But the me I think I am doesn't get arsey and spread the hurt around.

I'm sorry.
I apologise.

To you and the other people I've been shitty to.
I would like to blame the change in meds and knowing my counselling was coming to an end.
Both are issues in my life, but I take responsibility for how they made me behave.

I was a bitch to Shawnee in a PM yesterday and it finally brought me round.
I don't like that side of me. That's not how I want to be.
Oh and FTR, she was great about it and it's all over.
I hope that's the deal with us too.

But the reason this is a post and not a PM is because I've been a bitch on the board too.
I hope this is out of character, so I hope people can see why I wanted to say sorry in public.

And I will send you all Fortnum and Mason hampers to show how much I've learned from this.

For the record, Sundae was not a bitch to me, in my eyes.

We're all real live human beings, faulted with foibles. (I love the word foibles.) I am among the foible-ridden.

We had an honest conversation. I can't ask for more than that: it meant a lot to me.

:)

I'll return it COD unless there are Sainsbury's oatcakes in it.

Why do you hate cod?

I lurve cod. it was a term of endearment ;)