I feel as though I have started off badly here...
 

I have read many of the comments about me. I will admit that I am hurt. Perhaps, I should not have been so 'whiney' about my life. I just had no where else to turn. So I will post this and go away for a few days. I think that is best for the community. I am not sure if I will post again, but I would like to apologize if I upset anyone...

I would also like to post a happy song from youtube to brighten everyone's spirits. I would like to thank Mr. undertoad for welcoming me as well. But it seems many people do not understand me, and I am not able to communicate properly, nor make friends. That is OK. I am used to it. I hope the link does come through. Hopefully, I will return one day, but it seems I am not well liked here. Enjoy the song...I only wish I could hear it...

http://youtu.be/XDdlHmzIdn8

Love,
Pam.

Don't leave because you think you have upset anyone. People have to get to know you better to become annoyed.

Making friends? I think there are some online support groups that might give you the camaraderie and support you crave. I don't know of any but personally, but there are groups for every need. Just google groups for relationships, depression things like that.

Do that, but stay here as well. If you wish.

Also, read some of the other threads and contribute. Then people will get to know you.

If you want real friends there are plenty of places irl, like groups for various interests and volunteering. There maybe womens shelters too if you need someone to talk to about your situation.

Hope that helps!

I am trying very hard not to post. So much emotional pain. Do you know why I am afraid to walk over the Brooklyn Bridge?? It's because I fear I may jump.

Goodbye forever...
Pam.