The Cellar - I made a mistake...

I did not mean to disrespect mr. undertoads website. i am tired of being attacked , and people 'thead bumping' to remove 'me.' I am somewaht manic tonight as well. yes, i did beat teh hell out of MTP. but she deserved it. the fucking hick. i do not know what else to say. i have reched out to the mods, and Mr. toad as well. i have been met with silence.... I am sorry... i should not post while my medication is not even. please delete any negative post. i am ashamed. i am fucked. i am so sorry toad....please respond to my PM, even if you bann me. please! please! please!

Pam.