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I just finished a study.. and they actually decreased my meds.. the only thing that bothers me about being on meds is that once someone finds out your on them they look down on you.. like your psyco or something.. if medical mj gets approved down here in florida wow.. MOST people pay to take meds I GET PAIDED to be on them so I'm not really worried what MOST people think.. and as far as minm and the "rest of the music industry goes" I'm sure there really great people it's just that I am trying to distance myself because when you write lycrical poetry your tounge gets tied in knots and whats it dose is create "lying spirits" and thats why MOST artist take some sort of medication... and it's probly my fault any way for trying to take over, the lying spirit that is and at one point I was posting poetry on a site that alot of them use and it got really freaking crazy and that was in 2000 14 years later everyone is sobering up trying to get that grip back and now we have terrorist.. I dunno fame even if it's only 15 minitues.. is not all it's cracked up to be I just want to make a difference in the world before I die and guys like minm who are just flying off the handle with guns and not asking or answering question just add to the chaos and if it's divine chaos fine but I've seen hell and back and now I am trying not to make the same mistakes and do a little dictation humor at the same time..and plus I just put some paintings up for sale at "creative clay" I don't want the kaos anymore really and he's just too chatoic for me so just consider it a potty mouth rebuke... and I don't believe in majik either..
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