What Do You Have Mixed Feelings About Today?

[Sundae]

My class teacher.
I didn't want to say anything until I heard other people's opinion.

Don't worry, I haven't seeded any conversation at school.
Just waited and listened and kept ears open.

She can be quite shouty.
Shrieky even.
And harsh.
I've felt she's been dismissive to me and irritable.

Two other people have backed up this POV.
I'm over-sensitive, but they are not.
They confirmed my opinions (again, without me complaining) although they are able to shrug it off.

Seems to me there is nothing I can do until I move up a class.
Seems a shame that it's affecting a job I love though.
I have to remember it's not personal and work on how I let it affect me, because she is also head of my part of the school, so I'm hardly going to change her.

But sadly in January 2012 I will lose my closest sounding-board - someone who worked with her last school year, also with an autistic child.

I have mixed feelings because I love my job and this is a great school.
But I am also battling my own over-sensitivity, and trying to see my way past perceived slights.

It will work out.
Just feeling a bit bruised in the mean time.