Fucked up mental priorities.

Grace · 05-05-2003, 07:42 PM

If you think about it...If you put someone on a stage in front of an audience at gunpoint, I'm sure a lot of people would be more afraid of embarrassing themselves than they would be of having their brains blown out.

Radar · 05-05-2003, 08:24 PM

For some reason I've never had much of a problem doing public speaking. The only time I've ever had real stage fright was when I did stand-up comedy a few times in college. I had to get liquored up to do it.

Comedy is the hardest of all performing arts. If you are an actor or actress you've got other actors to help you if you mess up a line, if you're a singer and you're done with your song, you'll get courtesy applause. But if you're a comic and you're not funny people not only laugh they get mean. I usually did ok when I did comedy but there were a few times where I got the loudest silence in the world and I wanted to run screaming off the stage to escape my flop sweat.

I think that's why they use violent terms like, "I killed 'em".

Grace · 05-05-2003, 08:37 PM

I've never had trouble with public speaking either, but a lot of my friends would rather eat shit than speak in front of people. My state requires all high school students to take a speech class, and they were all on the verge of pissing their pants all semester.

xoxoxoBruce · 05-05-2003, 09:18 PM

Grace, this is the last thing you want to hear BUT you're much too young to be so angry.
Yeah, yeah. I know. You're tough as nails, you don't give a fuck what I think, you know where it's at, yada, yada, yada.
Believe me, you are entitled to your opinion and to express it as much as anybody else.
So am I. And mine is you can have an opinion on whether anything is good or bad but you seem to feel everything is bad and that will consume you.
Lighten up a little and you'll find there are some very cool things in the world around you.
I'm not attacking you. I'm trying to be a friend.

Grace · 05-05-2003, 09:36 PM

Haha, I think you have me a little misread. I'm just an angsty teenager. I'm not one of those angry children that listens to slipknot and paints their bedroom black and cuts themselves and thinks its cool. I think of myself as semi-intelligent, and while a lot of shit clutters my brain, a lot of comes out in a negative way. Sure theres good things around me. I love music, and animals and nature etc.. But blah, teenage angst is something that inhibits us all.

Nice to meet you, Bruce.

elSicomoro · 05-05-2003, 09:40 PM

I agree...you're still young Grace...there's a lot of life out there. You're not allowed to be so angry until you're at least 21.

Could part of the issue be that you live in Boise?

But I also agree with the initial post to a point. I think that can be easily said for teenagers, who tend to be more esteem-centered. I think that fades away as you get older...at least for most people. Unfortunately, some people never get past the esteem issues.

elSicomoro · 05-05-2003, 09:42 PM

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Originally posted by Grace
Haha, I think you have me a little misread. I'm just an angsty teenager. I'm not one of those angry children that listens to slipknot and paints their bedroom black and cuts themselves and thinks its cool.

Well that's certainly good to hear. That shit is so played out anyway.

Cam · 05-05-2003, 09:45 PM

Wow I didn't nocie that you're from Boise. Beautiful place down there. I actually have a cousin who moved there from Chicago the end of last year.

xoxoxoBruce · 05-05-2003, 09:51 PM

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I think that fades away as you get older...

If I fade any more I'll be transparent.

Nice to meet you too, Grace. By the way that was my Grannie's name so it make's me all warm and fuzzy and there's damn little that'll do that anymore.

elSicomoro · 05-05-2003, 09:51 PM

Damn, that's one hell of a change of scenery for your cousin.

I've heard nice things about Boise...it's just fun to bag on people's hometowns. I mean, you can come up with shit on any town. e.g. "Filthadelphia"

Grace · 05-05-2003, 10:03 PM

Yeah. Boise blows ass. I would do anything to get out of here.

elSicomoro · 05-05-2003, 10:06 PM

Good...now I feel better.

Cam · 05-05-2003, 10:10 PM

He was originally from Butte, MT so it wasn't bad for him. He actually is liking it better in Boise then Chicago, more outdoor activities and all.

elSicomoro · 05-05-2003, 10:17 PM

[butt-head]Huh huh...you said "butt."[/butt-head]

Grace · 05-05-2003, 10:19 PM

sycamore, did you see the post i put on your "sycamore the published poet?" something like that thread?

05-05-2003, 07:42 PM	#1
Grace Layperson Join Date: May 2003 Location: Boise fucking Idaho. Posts: 13	Fucked up mental priorities. If you think about it...If you put someone on a stage in front of an audience at gunpoint, I'm sure a lot of people would be more afraid of embarrassing themselves than they would be of having their brains blown out.

05-05-2003, 09:18 PM	#4
xoxoxoBruce The future is unwritten Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 71,105	Grace, this is the last thing you want to hear BUT you're much too young to be so angry. Yeah, yeah. I know. You're tough as nails, you don't give a fuck what I think, you know where it's at, yada, yada, yada. Believe me, you are entitled to your opinion and to express it as much as anybody else. So am I. And mine is you can have an opinion on whether anything is good or bad but you seem to feel everything is bad and that will consume you. Lighten up a little and you'll find there are some very cool things in the world around you. I'm not attacking you. I'm trying to be a friend. __________________ The descent of man ~ Nixon, Friedman, Reagan, Trump.

05-05-2003, 09:45 PM	#8
Cam dripping with ignorance Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Grand Forks ND Posts: 642	Wow I didn't nocie that you're from Boise. Beautiful place down there. I actually have a cousin who moved there from Chicago the end of last year. __________________ After the seventh beer I generally try and stay away from the keyboard, I apologize for what happens when I fail.

05-05-2003, 10:10 PM	#13
Cam dripping with ignorance Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Grand Forks ND Posts: 642	He was originally from Butte, MT so it wasn't bad for him. He actually is liking it better in Boise then Chicago, more outdoor activities and all. __________________ After the seventh beer I generally try and stay away from the keyboard, I apologize for what happens when I fail.

05-05-2003, 08:24 PM	#2
Radar Constitutional Scholar Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: Ocala, FL Posts: 4,006	For some reason I've never had much of a problem doing public speaking. The only time I've ever had real stage fright was when I did stand-up comedy a few times in college. I had to get liquored up to do it. Comedy is the hardest of all performing arts. If you are an actor or actress you've got other actors to help you if you mess up a line, if you're a singer and you're done with your song, you'll get courtesy applause. But if you're a comic and you're not funny people not only laugh they get mean. I usually did ok when I did comedy but there were a few times where I got the loudest silence in the world and I wanted to run screaming off the stage to escape my flop sweat. I think that's why they use violent terms like, "I killed 'em".

05-05-2003, 08:37 PM	#3
Grace Layperson Join Date: May 2003 Location: Boise fucking Idaho. Posts: 13	I've never had trouble with public speaking either, but a lot of my friends would rather eat shit than speak in front of people. My state requires all high school students to take a speech class, and they were all on the verge of pissing their pants all semester.

05-05-2003, 09:36 PM	#5
Grace Layperson Join Date: May 2003 Location: Boise fucking Idaho. Posts: 13	Haha, I think you have me a little misread. I'm just an angsty teenager. I'm not one of those angry children that listens to slipknot and paints their bedroom black and cuts themselves and thinks its cool. I think of myself as semi-intelligent, and while a lot of shit clutters my brain, a lot of comes out in a negative way. Sure theres good things around me. I love music, and animals and nature etc.. But blah, teenage angst is something that inhibits us all. Nice to meet you, Bruce.

05-05-2003, 09:40 PM	#6
elSicomoro Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Jan 2001 Posts: 12,486	I agree...you're still young Grace...there's a lot of life out there. You're not allowed to be so angry until you're at least 21. Could part of the issue be that you live in Boise? But I also agree with the initial post to a point. I think that can be easily said for teenagers, who tend to be more esteem-centered. I think that fades away as you get older...at least for most people. Unfortunately, some people never get past the esteem issues.

05-05-2003, 09:51 PM	#10
elSicomoro Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Jan 2001 Posts: 12,486	Damn, that's one hell of a change of scenery for your cousin. I've heard nice things about Boise...it's just fun to bag on people's hometowns. I mean, you can come up with shit on any town. e.g. "Filthadelphia"

05-05-2003, 10:03 PM	#11
Grace Layperson Join Date: May 2003 Location: Boise fucking Idaho. Posts: 13	Yeah. Boise blows ass. I would do anything to get out of here.

05-05-2003, 10:06 PM	#12
elSicomoro Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Jan 2001 Posts: 12,486	Good...now I feel better.

05-05-2003, 10:17 PM	#14
elSicomoro Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Jan 2001 Posts: 12,486	[butt-head]Huh huh...you said "butt."[/butt-head]

05-05-2003, 10:19 PM	#15
Grace Layperson Join Date: May 2003 Location: Boise fucking Idaho. Posts: 13	sycamore, did you see the post i put on your "sycamore the published poet?" something like that thread?

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