my newest song

[staceyv]

( see post in main section "need advice really really bad" if you want to see my inspiration...)

you acted your way into my heart
but you loved someone else at the very start
you talked your way into my dreams
but my trust is gone, all of me, it seems

you wished it was her, held me close in our bed
dreamed of success while she danced in your head.
"everything" for her, but you said "i love you",
not only to her, i was hearing it too.

you didn't love me then, but you love me now,
i'd like to be equal with you somehow,
i loved you so much, but now mine is gone,
i feel it's too late, your kisses feel wrong

now you really love me, so what? i don't care
we shouldn't have married, f**k your excuse of "last year"

"last year" you said you loved me
"last year" you held me close
"last year" i was your girlfriend
"last year" she was getting love notes

you wished it was her in our bed
you wished it was her loving you
now my feelings are dead
f**k you.

(okay, i know it's not radio quality...may need some editing, and it needs a few verses about them meeting for drinks...)