Losing your Virginity

[Nightsong]

Well hell, yall make me look horrible in some ways but most sound about the same. I have many friends who have discussed this subject with me and I am sad to say not only are the stories often similar, but for many of my friends Iwas the reason it happened for them.
No I am not a pimp. But I did know many people of less than diserning taste and people who wanted to meet them.
As for me since that is what I was asked about...
Her name was Daina. She was 13 and I was 14. We were in her house. If playing doctor is a basis this girl had a private practice in our neighborhood. She had tried most things already, wanted to try sex with me as I had developed a little fast then most of our group. Unlike most young boys I really didn't want too. She just came on to strong. It turned out she was watching her dad's porn. Tried to be like the woman in those.
To make a long story longer she teased at me not wanting to till she got my Irish up <all puns intended> My first time was the kind of angry sex you usually dont get till you have dated awhile. That kind where you are actually doing it and at that moment not knowing whether you like this person or not or if you are trying to please or hurt.
I have had a very nasty temper for as long as I can remember. This put me off to enjoying myself sexually for years. I would do anything to please someone else but I rarely let my gaurd down. I actually quit talking to her for a long time. Then a few years ago I got to know her again. She still likes it rough.