Peace of Mind

[DanaC]

Each day I get less and less attatched and I feel more and more excited for next year when I get a house with 4 of my other friends and we host parties and the girls come to ME! Hahaha, ok that made me seem like a douchebag I know but seriously.

*chuckles* no it doesn't. It makes you sound young .....that's cool, young is what you are. I think you made more sense in this post than practically any other you've made. I don't know anything about your girlfriend, and I know precious little about you, so I may be speaking out of turn, but here goes. Everything you've posted recently has sounded like you are in the middle of a crisis. You seem to be hanging on constantly for reassurances that aren't forthcoming and then getting yourself wound up and angry when they don't. You're 19 years old, living away from home and studying at university. This could be the happiest time for you, a chance to experiment with life (and people) and be truly free. Life ties you down soon enough m'dear, this is your chance for real freedom, enjoy it whilst it's yours to enjoy.

That's just my tupp'en'orth, if I am out of line, I apologise.