Identity

[Ibby]

As I'm sure most of you've rather grasped by this point... I have some fairly major gender identity issues.

Got a problem with it, (coughmerccough) then you are welcome to not comment. This is little more than a vent anyway.

I dont know what my deal is. After reading (the first 14 of) this essay series, I've reflected a bit, stood back and thought for a second... And I'm almost certain that this isn't what I am. I'm not transexual. But yet, I'm not happy being a boy. Along with being bisexual, I think I've just, outright rejected the concept of binary gender. Maybe I'm just a whiney, hormonal teen. Maybe I'm just a

Originally Posted by TheMercenary

bi confused fag

who needs to

Originally Posted by TheMercenary

wipe cum off [my] lips

because I'm a

Originally Posted by TheMercenary

teen slut.

. Maybe I'm a brainwashed liberal hippy. I dont know what I am.
But I also don't know anyone else, anywhere, in the same position as I am. I have no support groups, I have no organizations. Even ignoring the fact that most straight AND gay people don't believe in bisexuality... I'd get chased out of any transgender support group for not being, well, transgender as such. There's no androgyne support organization, nothing. I'm on my own, and that's kind of a scary thought, especially for a teenager who's already something of a social outcast, being not only more mature than many of my peers (and modest, too) but also more political, more liberal, more hippy, and just plain old more weird than just about everyone I know.

Sorry, guys. Hate to pull the whole lame whiney emotional teen schtick on y'all. Just needed to get some of that out there.