Down here at the pawn shop

[Undertoad]

I was just thinking how there are so many things that happened while I was full time that I never even really wrote about. And I was just thinking how I remember so much about those times. It's because they were so intense.

You know, you can really get addicted to that kind of intense. There is something fun about the adrenaline rush, if you personally handle it a certain way. People get addicted to it.

I think I wrote in the thread about PTSD, which I think is what happens when people like me get into these intense situations. Over time, it tears the sensitive soul down. But there are people, and we all know them, who don't mind that sort of thing. Those who can bear it go into jobs like policing, nursing, soldiering, firefighting, customer support, and working the desk at ghetto pawn shops.