Why am I constantly eating?

[Trilby]

Ok! It's TOMORROW already and time to start eating like a reasonable human being! Everyone who wants to come over to the health thread, come on over! I'm starting the Weight Loss Thread--and, I am GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT.

[skysidhe]

Originally Posted by Brianna

Ok! It's TOMORROW already and time to start eating like a reasonable human being! Everyone who wants to come over to the health thread, come on over! I'm starting the Weight Loss Thread--and, I am GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT.

ok we're* on our way.....



@ RockSteady,
I didn't know you were female. I think you're cool. I am sorry your feelings were hurt. I hurt for you. Some people were not born sensitive so he said hurtful things. I'm sorry. I'd give you a hug if you needed one.

[lumberjim]

Originally Posted by skysidhe

ok we're* on our way.....



@ RockSteady,
I didn't know you were female. I think you're cool. I am sorry your feelings were hurt. I hurt for you. Some people were not born sensitive so he said hurtful things. I'm sorry. I'd give you a hug if you needed one.

that's the thing, sky. RS pretended to be female for like 6 months (even going so far as to tell us about her pregenancy) and then one day admits she's a dude. A millionaire that is obsessed with gwen stefani.

still think he's cool?

ick

[Rock Steady]

Originally Posted by skysidhe

@ RockSteady,
I didn't know you were female. I think you're cool. I am sorry your feelings were hurt. I hurt for you. Some people were not born sensitive so he said hurtful things. I'm sorry. I'd give you a hug if you needed one.

Thank you for the cyber-hug. As I posted on the No-Name thread, I was hurt and broken at work, rejected. So, this little exchange here with LJ was an outlet for me to express how I was feeling about rejection at work. I really identify with Terry Hatcher these days, successful, but still very fragile.

Some men feel they were born into the wrong body. I don't identify with that at all. I just feel that my personality is more female.

I have several female friends that I hang out with, write to, and/or speak with on the phone. I like being mutually supportive with them as we all go thru stuff.

[ZenGum]

Originally Posted by Brianna

Posted on 04-25-2006
Ok! It's TOMORROW already and time to start eating like a reasonable human being! Everyone who wants to come over to the health thread, come on over! I'm starting the Weight Loss Thread--and, I am GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT.

Skipping all that nasty stuff.... I found this stood out.
I reckon Brianna HAS lost some weight - just a guess - but not quite how she planned it.
Hope you're feeling well Bri!

[Kitsune]

Originally Posted by Brianna

Why am I constantly eating? I'll tell you why: Coz I'm off Atkins. I eat because I'm addicted!

Well, you're half right. It doesn't have anything to do with being off Atkins, but more likely because you've developed a chemical dependence to the dopamine released in your brain when you eat something. Treat the addiction for what it is, or treat the root cause that leaves you dependent on it, and you'll beat it.

...but, from the looks of the health thread, you might be well on your way!

[skysidhe]

I'm confused about this #1

I don't have the physical energy or the inclination to become involved in another internet family fued #2


so excuse me if I gracefully bow out.

[Rock Steady]

Originally Posted by lumberjim

that's the thing, sky. RS pretended to be female for like 6 months (even going so far as to tell us about her pregenancy) and then one day admits she's a dude. A millionaire that is obsessed with gwen stefani.

still think he's cool?

ick

I'm sorry for all that. And, I'm sorry to get tangled up in your situation with Mari. I didn't realize there was so much history there.

As I said, the rejection at work made me want to write about how I was fragile, hurt, and damaged. I just engaged you so I could write about my misery. Again I apologize.

But, I knew I could count on you to beat me up when I wanted it. Thank you.

[skysidhe]

do you have alt names mari?
did you really pretend you were female Gwen?

It's really nice to give someone the opportunity to defend themselves and
Although I want to be slow to judge because I have been accused of doing what I never think to do. On one hand I don't really care if people want to waste their life playing some kind of weird internet obsession thing but on the other hand I have had it up to here with peoples weird internet obsession things. I don't think I can support that behavior.


It goes against truth , integrity. It goes against being our most real self. That includes alot of humility. I don't think people that can pretend ,which only hurts others, must have alot of or any humility.

[Rock Steady]

Originally Posted by skysidhe

do you have alt names mari?
did you really pretend you were female Gwen?

Now this is getting weird. The two incidents are getting mixed together. And they happend 6 months apart.

No, Mari never pretended to be anyone.

And, on this thread I never pretended to be female, yet you, sky, thought I was female anyway. I guess because a guy never admits to being fragile, weak, and a door mat. But that is me.

I should write some Text Analysis software that summarizes a member's postings to distill an accurate bio. Seriously, I have annotated, discussed and defended my "exploring my feminine side" quite a lot here at the Cellar. Yet LJ can just slam me in a couple of sentences and I have to go thru the whole fucking story all over again.

Let me just say one thing, any thing that Gwennie! said about pregnancy were word-for-word quotes from pregnant women, including Gwen Stefani. I mean literally word-for-word.

Originally Posted by skysidhe

do you have alt names mari?
did you really pretend you were female Gwen?

It's really nice to give someone the opportunity to defend themselves and
Although I want to be slow to judge because I have been accused of doing what I never think to do. On one hand I don't really care if people want to waste their life playing some kind of weird internet obsession thing but on the other hand I have had it up to here with peoples weird internet obsession things. I don't think I can support that behavior.


It goes against truth , integrity. It goes against being our most real self. That includes alot of humility. I don't think people that can pretend ,which only hurts others, must have alot of or any humility.

No, I don't have alt names, Sidhe. For about the 6 millionth time, I had a 3 D friend who I introduced to the Cellar. She took the user name of Flippant. We used to talk about what was going on here, and we'd sometimes end up posting from one another's computers and forgetting to log the other one off before we sent our posts. This confused people, naturally. LJ accused Flippant of being me which really pissed her off. She decided to give him what he wanted and created an alter ego she called Atropos. I eventually got accused of being BOTH Flippant AND Atropos. Flippant whimped out and quit the board and left me to deal with the fallout.

LJ never misses a chance to bring up this incident and accuse me all over again. It gets old, to say the least.

I have a sock puppet, I call Buddha and everyone knows "Buddha" is really me. The rest of the time I post here as Marichiko. That's it.

[Tonchi]

And just because once he gets ahold of bad idea he refuses to spit it out, LJ has also implied that TONCHI is another persona which Mari has invented. I suppose I should be grateful that he "likes me better than the others" but he is still talking through his hat (without the seer stones). I happily confess that Marichiko has turned out to be my long-lost evil twin and I am really looking forward to meeting her, but I never knew she existed until about a year ago. LJ reminds me of the smarmy characters played by John Laroquette in the 1990's. I actually visualize him as looking like that actor, except I know that Mr. Laroquette is a talented man who is only acting, and LJ is not.

[skysidhe]

Originally Posted by Tonchi

And just because once he gets ahold of bad idea he refuses to spit it out, LJ has also implied that TONCHI is another persona which Mari has invented. I suppose I should be grateful that he "likes me better than the others" but he is still talking through his hat (without the seer stones). I happily confess that Marichiko has turned out to be my long-lost evil twin and I am really looking forward to meeting her, but I never knew she existed until about a year ago. LJ reminds me of the smarmy characters played by John Laroquette in the 1990's. I actually visualize him as looking like that actor, except I know that Mr. Laroquette is a talented man who is only acting, and LJ is not.

I also found a twin. Our poetry is so simular my enimies stalked that page and started more than a rumour. A smear campain. I am not supprized it came this far. ie: to the cellar. Not even Flint could not help himself after a year of me being gone. I left because really am not a fighter and during this year I have found the things that are more worthy of concideration.

One of those things of worth is my buddy poet friend Shawn. We are the best of friends, soul friends even. To this day we adore each other dearly. We see each other every year. We call each other weekly and send boxes one to another. He is a beautiful soul a songwriter and musician. I have learned alot from him and was so hoping there would be other beautiful souls here.

[Tonchi]

Hey, don't think for a minute that being crazy (in anybody's opinion) eliminates you from posting at the Cellar. Lot's of people can be crazy with dignity, and some of them eventually become very famous for it! Sometimes, when the need for being crazy goes away, people also give up being crazy. Only being an insufferable prick or a spammer disqualifies you from writing here. But I do have a suggestion to make. The one person I know who is DEFINITELY crazy used to constantly post that nobody appreciated her so she was leaving forever. (She never did, unfortunately, stay away long, because her need for an audience overweighed her paranoia and I am still stuck with her on the other forum which I am Administrator of.) So please do not go *sniff * I am leaving. If there is anything to you at all, you will have to learn to stand up for yourself and ignore unpleasant people who are poking at you for no particular reason except that your existence pisses them off. It's a lot more satisfying to STAY and hold your own just to piss them off. That is the true Cellar tradition

[Flint]

Originally Posted by skysidhe

Not even Flint could not help himself after a year of me being gone.

Please leave me out of your crazy bullshit, okay? I have tried to be friends with you but you are impossible to talk to. You don't make any sense, and you lash out with irrational conspiracy theories at the drop of a hat. Every time I turn around I see you bad-mouthing AG and accusing everybody from that site of being against you. Hello? Paranoid delusions? Get over yourself, not everything is about you, not everything is a jab at your over-sensitive psyche. I have yet to be able to have a conversation with you where you don't go on a freak-out tangent. (And, by the way, the edit button is not a magic time machine.)

For the record, this is what I remember about you from AG: I thought you were pretty cool, I thought you had interesting things to say, then you pretty much started stalking me, and I started wishing you would back off a little, and then you started leaving hate-filled tirades on my message board. That's it. I was never aware of any organized conspiracy against you. Based on my experience with you, it seems likely to me that this was all in your imagination.

I was willing to let all that be in the past - after all, who cares about some internet nonsense from years ago? But you are still obsessing on whatever it is you think happened, you haven't learned anything. the fact that I even have to be talking to you about this is unbelievable. This is the internet, if you get your feelings hurt on the internet then you're doing something wrong. Jesus fucking christ.