Why am I constantly eating?

[skysidhe]

Yes I am.

You're probably tall. I am short. I could lose 5 pounds and I'd still have curves. Ten pounds?? I don't know. I might like skinny?

[Ibby]

How short is 'short'?

[skysidhe]

I am slightly chubby around the waist. Just five pounds would look like alot of weight and I havn't been able to loose it. Now I will once my thyroid starts to do its job properly .10 pounds off would make me look feel as tall as you are


hears crickets



You're think'in I should join the diet thread huh?

[Trilby]

Originally Posted by skysidhe

You're think'in I should join the diet thread huh?

It's ok, honey. The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop drink...er, eating so darn much. We accept everyone, even skinny people!

[Ibby]

I wasn't saying you were fat, I was more astounded by the "short", because I'm not thaaaat tall... I wouln't call myself short, but I'm sure not tall.

Originally Posted by skysidhe

do you have alt names mari?
did you really pretend you were female Gwen?

It's really nice to give someone the opportunity to defend themselves and
Although I want to be slow to judge because I have been accused of doing what I never think to do. On one hand I don't really care if people want to waste their life playing some kind of weird internet obsession thing but on the other hand I have had it up to here with peoples weird internet obsession things. I don't think I can support that behavior.


It goes against truth , integrity. It goes against being our most real self. That includes alot of humility. I don't think people that can pretend ,which only hurts others, must have alot of or any humility.

No, I don't have alt names, Sidhe. For about the 6 millionth time, I had a 3 D friend who I introduced to the Cellar. She took the user name of Flippant. We used to talk about what was going on here, and we'd sometimes end up posting from one another's computers and forgetting to log the other one off before we sent our posts. This confused people, naturally. LJ accused Flippant of being me which really pissed her off. She decided to give him what he wanted and created an alter ego she called Atropos. I eventually got accused of being BOTH Flippant AND Atropos. Flippant whimped out and quit the board and left me to deal with the fallout.

LJ never misses a chance to bring up this incident and accuse me all over again. It gets old, to say the least.

I have a sock puppet, I call Buddha and everyone knows "Buddha" is really me. The rest of the time I post here as Marichiko. That's it.

[Tonchi]

And just because once he gets ahold of bad idea he refuses to spit it out, LJ has also implied that TONCHI is another persona which Mari has invented. I suppose I should be grateful that he "likes me better than the others" but he is still talking through his hat (without the seer stones). I happily confess that Marichiko has turned out to be my long-lost evil twin and I am really looking forward to meeting her, but I never knew she existed until about a year ago. LJ reminds me of the smarmy characters played by John Laroquette in the 1990's. I actually visualize him as looking like that actor, except I know that Mr. Laroquette is a talented man who is only acting, and LJ is not.

[skysidhe]

He deleted his 'it's my job to be an asshole speach by picking out peoples fautls...ect ect. He claims to get info 'subliminal'

His talk is crazy. I only have the 'talk of a simpleton' which drives him even crazier.


I think I'll do you all a favor and leave so I don't torment him with all this subliminal info he claims to get. * cough cough* lj = freak
Maybe you should try wearing tin foil on your head, ya jerk.

please people, judge for yourselves. Read my posts here. I was having fun and someone besides me was the mental tweaker.

[skysidhe]

Originally Posted by Tonchi

And just because once he gets ahold of bad idea he refuses to spit it out, LJ has also implied that TONCHI is another persona which Mari has invented. I suppose I should be grateful that he "likes me better than the others" but he is still talking through his hat (without the seer stones). I happily confess that Marichiko has turned out to be my long-lost evil twin and I am really looking forward to meeting her, but I never knew she existed until about a year ago. LJ reminds me of the smarmy characters played by John Laroquette in the 1990's. I actually visualize him as looking like that actor, except I know that Mr. Laroquette is a talented man who is only acting, and LJ is not.

I also found a twin. Our poetry is so simular my enimies stalked that page and started more than a rumour. A smear campain. I am not supprized it came this far. ie: to the cellar. Not even Flint could not help himself after a year of me being gone. I left because really am not a fighter and during this year I have found the things that are more worthy of concideration.

One of those things of worth is my buddy poet friend Shawn. We are the best of friends, soul friends even. To this day we adore each other dearly. We see each other every year. We call each other weekly and send boxes one to another. He is a beautiful soul a songwriter and musician. I have learned alot from him and was so hoping there would be other beautiful souls here.

[lumberjim]

Originally Posted by Tonchi

And just because once he gets ahold of bad idea he refuses to spit it out, LJ has also implied that TONCHI is another persona which Mari has invented. I suppose I should be grateful that he "likes me better than the others" but he is still talking through his hat (without the seer stones). I happily confess that Marichiko has turned out to be my long-lost evil twin and I am really looking forward to meeting her, but I never knew she existed until about a year ago. LJ reminds me of the smarmy characters played by John Laroquette in the 1990's. I actually visualize him as looking like that actor, except I know that Mr. Laroquette is a talented man who is only acting, and LJ is not.

methinks thou dost protesteth too much. I think i only mentioned that once, as a poke. you seem rather damaged by it though. funny you should rush to her defense now with such enthusiasm. has this been building a while? It just occured to me that you joined during the time period that marichiko was away, and you are similar in nature......not a reflection on you so much as a general distrust of all things multichiko. Likening me to john laroquette? wow. that's just ........stupid.

i guess i did indirectly say you're like mari, though, so i guess.......well whatever.

don't forget to eat a dick!

[lumberjim]

Originally Posted by skysidhe

He deleted his 'it's my job to be an asshole speach by picking out peoples fautls...ect ect. He claims to get info 'subliminal'

His talk is crazy. I only have the 'talk of a simpleton' which drives him even crazier.


I think I'll do you all a favor and leave so I don't torment him with all this subliminal info he claims to get. * cough cough* lj = freak
Maybe you should try wearing tin foil on your head, ya jerk.

please people, judge for yourselves. Read my posts here. I was having fun and someone besides me was the mental tweaker.

this one?

or was it this one?

maybe this one?


Anyway. i don't delete or alter my posts after they've been read. you do:

Originally Posted by skysidhe

I erased it! There's that lovely 'edit' button!


oh and not to worry. I have an older brother JUST LIKE YOU.

and I have a left brain only son too SOO I do know what I am saying here.


There is nothing wrong with saying 'me too' if I hide my previous post.

right? I don't see the problem-o

If you were lurking in that thread then you should have said something. I thought I was free and clear to erase my confession. Now you've gone and made it public record.

hehe ...whatever.



eww I don't want to hit his asshole button. * holds nose*

please. you came on here crying about being roughed up by those mean and nasty AGers. A YEAR AGO. I'm the crazy one? if you're gonna leave, leave. otherwise, don't post 'me too' after every post, and don't change your posts after the fact.

[Tonchi]

Hey, don't think for a minute that being crazy (in anybody's opinion) eliminates you from posting at the Cellar. Lot's of people can be crazy with dignity, and some of them eventually become very famous for it! Sometimes, when the need for being crazy goes away, people also give up being crazy. Only being an insufferable prick or a spammer disqualifies you from writing here. But I do have a suggestion to make. The one person I know who is DEFINITELY crazy used to constantly post that nobody appreciated her so she was leaving forever. (She never did, unfortunately, stay away long, because her need for an audience overweighed her paranoia and I am still stuck with her on the other forum which I am Administrator of.) So please do not go *sniff * I am leaving. If there is anything to you at all, you will have to learn to stand up for yourself and ignore unpleasant people who are poking at you for no particular reason except that your existence pisses them off. It's a lot more satisfying to STAY and hold your own just to piss them off. That is the true Cellar tradition

[Tonchi]

Originally Posted by lumberjim

i guess i did indirectly say you're like mari, though, so i guess.......well whatever.

You said it once, I rebutted it once. We are even and the issue is dead now, right?

Originally Posted by lumberjim

don't forget to eat a dick!

Oh, I will, I will. I love them cut up into little bitty pieces so that I can savor the flavor best.

Originally Posted by lumberjim

Anyway. i don't delete or alter my posts after they've been read. you do:

Oh, yeah? What about those revealing pix of Jinx that were up for a few hours and then suddenly deleted? Hmmmm...?

[skysidhe]

I edit my punctuation and flow of sentance. Otherwise lj and Flint would go postal.

I joke alot. It dosn't come accross well in print. I understand it comes off out of place. I am not going for self pity for saying I may leave. I am trying to decide if I want my text style and spelling to irritate people? do I want to live with jerks? Do I want to annoy jerks so badly they got to put someones rep and mental state down? Do I want internet freaks to notice me so much?

I have alot on my plate in life. Good stuff. I work hard and progress is being made. I want a place for fun. I think if fun is not in the cards here then I shouldn't be here.