Anxious

[Aliantha]

Honestly, it sounds to me like she doesn't want you, but she doesn't want anyone else to have you. Not in her heart of hearts, even though she says so. That's very unfair of her and I know it is very frustrating when people do that to you.

If you want to know what i really think, I'd say you need to just cut off contact with her completely and REALLY make an effort to move on with your life without her. Date other girls. Spend time with your mates doing bloke stuff. Join a club or whatever. Do the stuff you've thought about but have never bothered making the time for because you had her to spend time with.

In short, move on without her and don't think about anything in the future with her. If it's meant to happen it will, but it'd be a shame to miss out on a really great opportunity because you're sitting around waiting for something that in all likelihood is not going to happen.