What do you do when??

[JBKlyde]

Trust Me I'm over it... the whole situation just rattles my mind sometimes.. to me it's like a mystery that I must solve and the only clue I have is her....

[Flint]

Originally Posted by JBKlyde

Trust Me I'm over it... the whole situation just rattles my mind sometimes.. to me it's like a mystery that I must solve and the only clue I have is her....

No, you're not over it. You just admitted that you aren't over it--in the same breath. There is no mystery. There is nothing to solve. You freaked this girl out so bad (for whatever reason) that she has taken drastic measures to avoid ALL CONTACT with you.

Well... I was getting mix signals from the begging.. the restraining order was
was because she thought I was involved in some sort of cult, which was not true, unless I was brain washed.. therefore I have kept my distance from the begging.. and I think I was brain washed... so now I'm left with nothing but doubt and it's just difficult to not think what could have been...

There are no mixed signals. These are CLEAR SIGNALS. There should be NO DOUBT, there is NOTHING that "could have" or will EVER, EVER, EVER, in a MILLION YEARS, "be" between you and this person. EVER.

If I was this girl I would be buying a gun. THAT IS HOW FUCKING CRAZY YOU SOUND.