God, defined.

[sexobon]

Originally Posted by JBKlyde

I'm just getting started...

You've been just getting started like forever. You figure you "have a 1 in 10 chance of "getting through" to someone"; but, there are hundreds here, perhaps thousands lurking and you haven't gotten one fish since Nov 2008.

Don't you see that even with something as simple to do as trolling, you still have to be able to select the right bait. You can't just throw a bare hook into the water or put whatever you want on it. You have to bait it with something the fish like; or, your not really trolling at all. Your just dragging. You've become a drag, a drag for Christ. By doing that you are certainly not being "F'ool for C'hrist." You're just making a fool of Christ. Maybe you should stick with just being a prayer warrior. If you don't think that prayer is enough, then you don't really believe in the power of prayer and your faith is weak.

If something is worthwhile doing, it's worthwhile doing well. Do that which you can do well and leave what you haven't been doing well to God's other children. You're not His one and only. You ARE the one with no fish.

[JBKlyde]

You know what I think.. I think my web site is just soooooo state of the art your not used to seeing something so kool and you are imedieantly rejecting it's capabilities... comming from someone who adverties him/her self a sexobon makes me think why should I even listen cause sex is not what I'm after... I started to ignore you once but changed my mind I don't see getting into a fuss with some nympho as a worthy cause but I find you pleasantly annoying because I know I have faults that need to be corrected and If I don't take the advice I might end up loosing my mind... oh wait I already did that so I'll just change coarse and say this, my primary goal is to rescue people who are like me stuck in a system that's broke and keep people from falling into the same TRAP... you should just call it the blind leading the blind but it's blind faith that I'm running off of... enough

[sexobon]

Originally Posted by JBKlyde

... I started to ignore you once but changed my mind ... so I'll just change coarse and say this, my primary goal is to rescue people ... you should just call it the blind leading the blind but it's blind faith that I'm running off of... enough

What arrogance it is to believe that you can rescue other people when you're the one in need of rescue. No, not just arrogance, not blind faith either, it's the delusional nature of your mental illness. It will never be enough to act on blind faith. If God had wanted everyone to act on blind faith, he wouldn't have given us our minds' eyes. You've perverted God's teachings to suit your own fantasy of being someone and something you're not and can never be. You're just in it for the attention you get and that's why you didn't put me on ignore. You're a pathetic attention whore who fraudulently bills himself as a "F'ool for C'hrist." I pity the delusional fool. God help you brother Klyde.

[JBKlyde]

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and your telling ME I talk to much...

[JBKlyde]

even my thearpist would say your wrong... the net is the only outlet I have where I can actually communicate freely in a social enviorment and I'm an anti-socialist I've heard it all before .. I'm just trying to have fun and I'd rather masturbate than listen to people who are esentially takeing advantage of my kind free willed heart your the very reason chaltholic preist decided for fuck children in the ass and that's what your trying to do to me, only your useing your posistion what ever that may be, obvioisly we'll never know becasue you are just flauntling your whore dome all over the place, to try and make me seem infeirior... atleast I put my heart and life on the line in the name of good science to learn.. your just using your cock or hey maybe it's a pussy wip for all I know you have both.. to try and demean me..

What arrogance it is to believe that you can rescue other people when you're the one in need of rescue. No, not just arrogance

and by the way I've been in the system for about 12 years long enough to get stable and see how it works or dosen't work and my mom she's a highly connected nurse...

[sexobon]

Originally Posted by JBKlyde

... I'm just trying to have fun ... people who are esentially takeing advantage of my kind free willed heart ... and make me seem infeirior... atleast I put my heart and life on the line in the name of ... try and demean me... and by the way I've been in the system for about 12 years ...

You've been in the system long enough to have learned how to manipulate it and use people. You have a corrupt moral compass that plays on faith for self aggrandizement which clearly demonstrates that your ethics ARE inferior. You try to shove your beliefs down other peoples throats, demean their belief systems and say "I'm just trying to have fun." You've never put your life on the line for anything and your heart is without compassion for anyone who believes differently from you. When someone puts your behavior into perspective, you whine like a child.

Have you taken your meds like your supposed to brother Klyde?

[JBKlyde]

I have an appointment on 8/07/2012 with a vocational rehabiliation specialist. I am going to try to get back in school to study fine art. Had I not been cast-ed off into exile for playing viedo games I might have learned a different ethic code. I got sick in the middle of my studies and I was studying geothermal engineering. Aperentlly my education structure collapased and now I am just some piece of shit ex asasian science project. Or as I perfer to call it a lab rat for the Men In Black. Have no doubt if I get back in school I will be more than happy to follow the rules. But until then we play it my way.

[sexobon]

Originally Posted by JBKlyde

I have an appointment on 8/07/2012 with a vocational rehabiliation specialist. I am going to try to get back in school to study fine art. Had I not been cast-ed off into exile for playing viedo games I might have learned a different ethic code. I got sick in the middle of my studies and I was studying geothermal engineering. Aperentlly my education structure collapased and now I am just some piece of shit ex asasian science project. Have no doubt if I get back in school I will be more than happy to follow the rules. But until then we play it my way.

Best of luck to you on a suitable placement. I'm sure you can do more rewarding things than trolling in the Cellar. Here's an oldie; but, goodie for you:

God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference.

Godspeed brother Klyde.

PS: Nobody's going to play it your way but you. This "we play it my way" bit is a delusion secondary to your mental illness. Are you watching the time? You don't want to miss your next dose of medication.

[JBKlyde]

PS: Nobody's going to play it your way but you. This "we play it my way" bit is a delusion secondary to your mental illness. Are you watching the time? You don't want to miss your next dose of medication.

see that's just uncalled for... your world of propriety is trumped by my slobness in the fact that I usually really do get what I want.. but then again I don't really want anything...

[sexobon]

Originally Posted by JBKlyde

see that's just uncalled for... your world of propriety is trumped by my slobness in the fact that I usually really do get what I want.. but then again I don't really want anything...

Another satisfied customer left wanting for nothing. Pleasure doing business with you. Come back for our "ask for nothing get another nothing free" sale. It's so nice to see a person content to reap what he's sown.

[Lamplighter]

So it looks as though the exchange between JBK and Sexobon is winding down.
It went on for quite while without interruption by other Dwellars.

How do you feel about that exchange ?

[DanaC]

How does who feel?


[eta] if that was directed at other dwellars generally, then: not entirely sure. A little uncomfortable.

I started to type something a couple of times then stopped and pulled back.

[Trilby]

I feel rather abashed.

I know JBK has issues with his mental health. I provoked him and I know better than that. That is not a kind thing to do.

My hackles get up sometimes - and after a week solid with the 'rents and my little sister who tokes pretty much every 20 minutes (I'd no idea it was that bad) I'm touchy.

JBK's god is his god. Whatever. We all die alone in the end and life is only a borrowing of bones.

[Lamplighter]

Originally Posted by Brianna

I feel rather abashed.

I know JBK has issues with his mental health.
I provoked him and I know better than that.
That is not a kind thing to do.

My hackles get up sometimes - and after a week solid with the 'rents and my little sister
who tokes pretty much every 20 minutes (I'd no idea it was that bad) I'm touchy.

JBK's god is his god. Whatever. We all die alone in the end and life is only a borrowing of bones.

For me, Briana comes very close.
And like Dana, I started to write something and then backed away.
But why back away ?

My issues with Sexobon's postings comes from experiences I had as a kid,
when I realized it's not a good thing to go after someone
who has an illness or some other sort of unique situation.

Calling names has been an issue for me, and I try very hard
to avoid the "you" in sentences like "What you need to do is..."
The word seems generally to provoke only anger, not understanding.

I asked for the feelings of others because this particular exchange went on for so many postings,
with nothing really new being said, except the ridicule getting more intense.
Maybe some people felt as I did that the exchange was going badly, or maybe not.
And @Clod: Yes, I (usually ) do want to know what others are thinking.

So, from me to JBK... hang in there with what you do best, and ignore all the rest.
.

[sexobon]

I nearly fell off my chair when, not knowing the origin of my username, brother Klyde came up with this:

Originally Posted by JBKlyde

... someone who adverties him/her self a sexobon makes me think why should I even listen cause sex is not what I'm after... I started to ignore you once but changed my mind I don't see getting into a fuss with some nympho ...