shrinkage

[Trilby]

hey sg---i wish you could pop by, too coz you're not going to the pub without me!

there are groups here---all sorts of Cancer groups. I"m hooking up with one called PALS (breast ca chickies) and they are paying for me to see this psych so i can figure out if this is 'normal' sadness/depression or abnormal or whatever. they do meet once a month,too, for a group chat/share time and ususally have a guest speaker, too. they seem really nice. I just am feeling so---unbeautiful. I am afraid I won't get resconstructive surgery....my oncologist is unsympathetic....oh, just miles of junk. I cry every single day and i feel very very lonely. the loneliness is the worst of it.