Will I Stay or Will I Go?

infinite monkey · 05-03-2013, 10:35 AM

Well, the answer is in (drum roll please): I WILL GO.

Of course it's upsetting, but as you know I expected it and even wanted it. When faced right up to it, it's scary. I know I couldn't go on like that, though. I have to keep reminding myself that (as it was eloquently put by a friend) that I didn't fail at that job, that job failed me.

I went back over some of my old documentation last night, and honestly I'm surprised it went on this long.

There seems to be more I should say but it's really a jumble in my head right now.

Thanks to everyone who listened to me vent over the years.

Just: where now? I have some ideas of things I'd like to do, but I honestly can't say I want to work in the public arena anymore. I know i have time to think about it.

Though I was urged to post what I texted last night:

Commute: GONE
Fat-rendering plant smell of (city): GONE
Idiots who ram into my car in downtown (city): GONE
Chance of being subjected to a sociopath mass killing: GREATLY REDUCED

Sigh, no one never said nuttin' would be easy, I s'pose.

View Poll Results: What will happen tomorrow?
Will I stay?	1	12.50%
Or will I go now?	2	25.00%
If I go will there be trouble?	0	0%
If I stay will it be double?	7	87.50%
Multiple Choice Poll. Voters: 8. You may not vote on this poll

05-03-2013, 10:35 AM	#11
infinite monkey Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Mar 2011 Posts: 13,002	Well, the answer is in (drum roll please): I WILL GO. Of course it's upsetting, but as you know I expected it and even wanted it. When faced right up to it, it's scary. I know I couldn't go on like that, though. I have to keep reminding myself that (as it was eloquently put by a friend) that I didn't fail at that job, that job failed me. I went back over some of my old documentation last night, and honestly I'm surprised it went on this long. There seems to be more I should say but it's really a jumble in my head right now. Thanks to everyone who listened to me vent over the years. Just: where now? I have some ideas of things I'd like to do, but I honestly can't say I want to work in the public arena anymore. I know i have time to think about it. Though I was urged to post what I texted last night: Commute: GONE Fat-rendering plant smell of (city): GONE Idiots who ram into my car in downtown (city): GONE Chance of being subjected to a sociopath mass killing: GREATLY REDUCED Sigh, no one never said nuttin' would be easy, I s'pose.

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