Letting go is difficult and maybe painful

[glatt]

I don't have the kind of camera gear that you have, but it felt good to sell mine. It's depressing to see how little you get for the gear compared to how much you put into the gear, but clearing out the space and getting a little extra money was good.

If it was top of the line gear, you can still sell it. If it's not top of the line gear, it's worthless, and will bring down the value of what you are trying to sell if you include it in the batch.

There's an Ebay thread around here somewhere that documented my experiences pretty well.

I'm glad you feel like you are heading in the right direction, even if you still have a way to go.