Abusive boyfriend...

[DanaC]

You are very young to be 'stuck' in life. On the one hand that makes it worse, because you haven't had much time to learn the tricks of survival. On the other hand there is an advantage in that being 'stuck is pretty illusory when you are young.

About the only thing you can truly be sure of in life is that things change. You're at a very early stage of your journey and you are feeling defeated. There will be other stages of that journey where you'll feel triumph, or contentment.

The world is neither as bleak as your darkest moments would have you believe, nor as shiny as your brightest would have it.