If you do not want me here...

[pensive pam]

Originally Posted by bluecuracao

I was just about to post about some weird drama of my own. But I've got nothin' on you, Pensive Pam! I just don't have that flair.

Well, it is not about flair. I don't have it; so do buy into it. i am jut lost; a bit drunk...but am finding myself...i wish things were different...but then i would not be me. i understand why mr. undertoad had to bann me. I do not blame him. i guess i would bann myself... and what is beautiful to may may miss you...like summer showers...i made a some major fuck ups...but i am glad to be back. i know what peopel will say about me...and i wish i could say that it does not bother me...but it does...............pam.